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A New Story


this is my first time to fall in love with my best friend
and
it's not easy at all.
i can't tell him.
i won't ruin our friendship.
it's feel like one sided love story (it hurts so bad)
it has been around x months since i have this feeling.
i don't have any idea, like, how can?
i'm not a type of people who crave for boys' affection
but
he makes me feels lonely ..

i have so much to share but, wait a little
i want to remember the detail
so someday when i look at my post
i'll laugh at it or perhaps cry

some days were good
some days were bad

and i'm still here, with the same feelings maybe?

i'm listening to strawberries and cigarettes while writing this.
this song make me think of you.
why it has to be sad song?
you need to give me a love song asap.

see you
next time.

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