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Complicated Feeling

this night
i was just fine reading your text
it was just "hehehehe" and a sticker
and i didn't reply

i thought for a second
oh, now i know
this is not love
yea
i don't think its love

then

i checked my instagram
you followed a second account
and its a girl


in seconds
my tears dropped


why am i just your "best friend"?
why am i just your "sometimes"?
no
i cant blame you
it all my faults

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