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I miss you, but....

I miss you

I keep thinking about you since I woke up
no
actually since last night
but
it just exploded this morning.

I really wanted to call you
and
tell you how much I miss you...
but

I hold it.

I've been chasing you for a week
nothing happened.
I told you that I love you
guess its a joke to you.
in the end, 

I'm hurting alone.

I can't repeat that phase again.

I didn't make any call 
or sent any message
because I knew
it wouldn't make any change
and

I'll suffer alone.

Today,
I've tried so hard to get you out of my mind,
I've tried so many ways...
but
as always


I miss you
again and again.

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