Skip to main content

fuck

i dream about you again this morning

i dream about you - i wake up - sleep - dream again - wake up again - on repeat from 6 am till 9 am till my heart hurts. 


it was about you messaging me one day before our group gathering. you said you wanna pick me up & you explain that you wanted me all this time. you showed the evidences of how you try to ignore me but deep down want to reach me.


on d-day, i was waiting for ur reply. i want to meet u first to talk about us then going to the gathering, but idk why you didn't reply & didn't come.


even in my dream, i can't see you, i can't have you.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

concrete poem

written by Hani
Post a Comment
Read more

no regret

its midnight and suddenly i want to write something selesai sudah hmmm actually this is my first time loving someone this sincere huek first time juga aku jadi orang blak-blakan gila emang but i have no regret aku udah belajar banyak banget dari belajar punya hati yang besar iyaloh, buat loving someone in my case like this, bener-bener harus siap hati wkwk belajar stay positive heran sama aku yang naksir orang kok bisa positive thinking terus gt lho? ini juga first time seumur idup lol belajar always be grateful!!! even this year i lost three person (my grandma, my brotha, and him) that i loved, i still should be grateful, god always know the best apalagi ya banyak pokoknya aku yang sekarang beda bgt sama yang dulu i never told anyone how i feel back then sekarang mah ceplas ceplos yang malah (mungkin) itu jadi burden buat orang yang aku sayang hmmm tapi aku juga nyadar aku gamau dikasih reaction yang setengah2 ya? yaudah nggak? yaudah kalo ada yang ng...
Post a Comment
Read more